I hate you left me. I have that I was loving and caring towards you and you still left me. Never once did I raise my voice. Stood by you when you were on disability and even paid your rent once because you didn’t have the money. I never complained any. Even you said I was the first person to stand by you. Yet this is how you treat me. What you put me through because I been so good to you. For you to just leave because relationships aren’t for you after almost 3 years? Why? 

Just wish you could have been a man and told me sooner rather than almost 3 years later. I'm just going to focus on myself and my healing. I can't sit around and cause myself suffering over you all because you left me. Just going to be there for myself. Be there for myself as my own best friend. This is a lesson in learning to heal and let go. I know not to fight life when it gives me lessons. I know its better to accept what life has given me as a lesson so I can heal and move on faster. 

I know I did the best I could for you and our relationship and with that I'll be able to heal faster. I just have to reset my mind to things being different now that your not here anymore.