She blocked me from everywhere and the only memory I have of her is how it endedI wish when she decided to give up on us she would leave the channel open even if we weren’t supposed to talk. I’m stewing in the memories of how it ended, and my thoughts of everything she would be doing rn is eating me up from the inside.I wish it never came to this. I wish life was simpler where we could make mistakes, learn and evolve. I wish things weren’t like this.I live all alone in a foreign country and other than her i don’t know anybody. I feel so alone and scared mentally and physically. I wish the distractions would work. I wish i was heartless and just moved on like it was nothing.It’s tough when someone spends their entire relationship with you telling you what US means to them and then disappear over mistakes.How do you guys cope with that gut wrenching feeling of them not being here, sitting on your hands being unable to do anything about your love for them?
From me.You can't change the ending. But you can change the present and how to go forward to the future. Focus on yourself. I was in your shoes blocked by guys who I thought liked me. I did what you're doing obsessing over the way it ended and let me tell you its a waste. Your mind needs a break so as I've said please just focus on yourself.
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